Sangharsh

barbasta ke ahsaason se dahla sa jata hu main,
jab khud ki ruuh ko ak chuarahe par pata hu main,
beraham nahi main na bujdil main hun,
par khud se hi ghabra jata hu,
lagta hai jaise kwab koi dekha tha,
aur sihar ke fir un kwabo me dar jata hun,
wade tode kasme todi  lagta hai main jhoota tha,
hath pakad kar chal na paya main itna khudgarji tha,
par jab halke se chalta hai yaadon ka koi
jhoka,
jab ammi ki aankho me bahta tha mera sapna,
un sapno me nahi kahi tum na unki aankhon me ho,
unke aansun ke bahne se ahsaason se kap jata hu,
dar jata hu main khud ko fir khudgarji me pata hun,
jab rona hi hai tumko ya unko, to haq unka lautata hun,
lagta hai fir seene se tumhe lagakar rulata hun,
maathe par tere khud ke hontho ko lagakar tujhe rulata hun,
main fir tere rone se dar jata hu ruk jata hu.